First posted on Monday 10 Jan 2005
 | Current mood:  depressedOK my love life has never been much to write home about, mainly cos i've run into the problem every time where the guy that I fancy doesn't feel the same way about me. For instance, I had a huge crush on a guy that I went to school with, but I didn't want to say anything for fear that he would think badly of me, or else wouldn't like me and it would make it awkward to talk to him. So I never said anything to him, even tho I still have a small crush on him, and I've been going to school with him for like 7 years...in fact, he goes to the same college as me, but alas he's got a g/f and I don't think he's gonna dump her to go out with me, even if he knew how I felt about him. Then there are the guys I've met online. OK, so we haven't met in real life (yet) but there are a select few that I happen to fancy. But of course, I just keep getting the same "I love you as a friend, not a lover" over and over again, which just irritates the hell out of me, I mean come on! Why not? What's so wrong with me that you don't want to go out with me?! Am I really that bad?? So I expect I will be lonely, depressed, and broken hearted for the rest of my life until one of the guys that I fancy agrees to go out with me, as daft and sad as that may sound.... Oh well, I've never known how to be happy in life anyway, why start now? |
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